Me-
Look at me, I dont care
You’ll see what you want to
But before you put me on that godforsaken pedestal
Hear me:
I’m a nineteen year old trainwreck
In class all day
Work all night
Theres not much time for myself
I dont let anyone in
I’m an ex fiance
A lover
The date
An ex girlfriend
But I still go to bed alone
My head is buzzing with the words I never say
Notebooks litter the floor
Wadded up dreams lay at the bottom of a waste basket
I’ve lost who I am
Still want to be me?
Lonely
Scared
Self centered
Emotionally deprived
I just want to feel alive again
Published author
Good student
Never shows up late for work
Helps everyone
Lonely in a sea of people
New dreams
New hopes
Are fragile
And break without a moment’s notice
Thats what has happened to me.
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